faith_in_god

I am now in my third semester of college. I am taking Psychology and Juvenile Delinquency and Justice. The past two semester so far i have gotten a 3.0 grade point average. I must be doing something right than. Classes are going good.

Current Mood: cheerful

School is almost done for the second semester. I think that i did a pretty good job in my classes. I am also startign to do the daily devotional that i wanted to do. It has given me a new perspective on my life. I really think that something changed inside of me when i went down to the alter on Sept 30,2004. It was a good change but something inside of me changed. I am starting to look at things differently and also with a more open heart. I am also starting to learn forgiveness and understanding.

I now have a new undertanding of god and giving my problems over to god. I tend to want to solve all my problems myself. I have to let God take care of the problems and also not demand answers when i want them. I have started to really read the bible more since going down to the alter at the Joyce Meyer Conference in Sept 2004.  I have started to listen to more christian music than anything else lately. I also feel more grounded. I have a new outlook on life.

I am doing pretty good in my second semester of college. I didnt think that i would make it but i have so far. i am taking three classes this semester so far i am able to keep up with the classes. Next semester though i think that i am going to only take two classes.

Things at Fulmont Community Church is still unsettled. They have two temporary pastors coming in to give sermons, but i am no longer getting the spirtual uplifting at FCC that i was getting last year. I go to FCC for the fellowship but i have decided that i am not longer going to be going into the church service, i can't deal with the negative messages.

Current Mood: frustrated

My second semester of college classes started. It's a good thing that i only have two set seminars. My math class is pretty easy. My English class so far is easy and my Academic Class is a breeze.

I am definately more comfortable with my decision that i made last thursday at the Joyce Meyer Conference. I have a new found understanding now for God.

Current Mood: grateful

I feel so good about my decision about being a christian and accepting christ as my savior. My father was very sarcastic last night when i told him about it, but I think that he supports me.

Current Mood: happy

Brendon's parents had been giving him a hard time about us being together. Last weekend we didn't get to see each other at all.
It's really hard sometimes because i want to be able to see him, and he wants the samething but his parents are against us being together. Well his mom really actually. But i am hoping that she gets over it.

Current Mood: happy

Brendon and i spent last night together. Things are really going good with us. I am just worried though that his parents dont' like me. I am not going to let that get me down because its not that important. My stepmom even sees that brendon and i are serious about each other.Brendon and I are thinking about doing some traveling this summer together. I want to take him down to Long Island where i grew up to show him stuff and he wants to take me to virginia this summer.
I definately think that i could see a future with him.

things with me and brendon are going great. we spent sometime together last night thursday. we are definately growing stronger than we were before. we were strong but we are starting to spend more time together. brendon and i are going to the thing at the church tonight and than sunday he and i are going to church together and also to a movie. i definately think that things are going to work for us.

Yesterday i met Brendon for the first time since we started talking back iin december. Everything went PERFECT for us.
It was just perfect.its hard to explain. Brendon and i have been talking since around december 13th 2003. We have talked everynight either online or on the phone or sometimes both. Things just went really GREAT yesterday.We are still on Cloud 9(totally happy)

Current Mood: happy

I got the test results back from the blood tests. Everything is fine. Now i don't have to worry about that anymore and i can concentrate on other things.

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Right now i am not sure what my faith in god is because of everything that happened last week. Between my blood test that i had to have done on friday and my not feeling well.This past weekend i started coughning, last week i hadn't been coughning.

I think that someone must be looking out for me or something because today. I am feeling a little better than i was yesterday after everything that went on yesterday. I have to try not to think about that for right now. I got a new Teddybear. I think that the new teddybear is my "comfort"blanket. that might be a good thing i think.
I really

I am just discovering my faith in christianity. I just started going to Fulmont this summer and i am really enjoying it
I feel like i can really make some meaningful friendships too. It gives me a good feeling inside when i help the kids at the church on sunday mornings. I am also enjoying working on the Celebrate Recovery Stuff as well.

Current Mood: calm